Life is a journey.. Take a Walk.

Wasim a very good friend of mine was aware of it was helping me. I had collected some of her water bottles into my locker. Sounds Funny ! yeah funny and crazy indeed. Wrote a big letter and had made a CD out of my favourite songs had kept them safely so that one day I would go and deliver them to her.
One fine day I decided some how i will give it to her, reached office! but she didnot turn up to office.
Her friend(Sudarshna) told me a fact. The fact was she has been through a mental trauma before and she didnt want any further relationship's.

I Still pray everyday at the KR PURAM station and  goto my temple every Saturdays.
I have her picture everywhere.
"I LOVE YOU KARABI"

A few days back Natraj showed her all the bottles . She was shocked!.
That night natraj told me that she has gone through a bad phase.
She thinks me to be a kid.
But one little thing, you should learn from your mistakes committed in the past.
Very rare people on this earth have seen death in front of them.

11th November

My 26th Birthday, Was expecting a call from Mom, Dad, Brother and her as well.

Sharp at 12:00 am Mummy and brother called me up.

She didnt.

The rest of the day was normal untill 3pm. I was getting a call from Wasims number as soon as i picked up "Many many happy returns of the day this is Karabi" Iwas excited and there were no limits to joy. "You made my day" said to myself and happily went to the office in the evening.

She wished me again. Gave chocolates to the people i liked there as well as to the people she liked.

She messaged me back "Thank you for the chocolate". It was a happy moment for me.

Wasim understood that i was true and still feels the same.

I had collected all the bottles from which she drank water and used to keep the bottles safely into my locker. I know it sounds stupid and kiddish but yeah u tend to become a kid once you are in love. :p

Had written a a big letter and had a collection of my fav songs in a CD and thought of giving it to her. I was about to deliver her the things when I came to know a few facts from one her best friends. She told me that Karabi had once done a big mistake in her life and is not able to be out of the Trauma, she told me that if I really loved Karabi then I should let her go. I listened to her friend very carefully and then quitely walked away from the place.

Inspite of getting the facts from her friend, my love became more intense and i got more determined. I promised my self that i would never let a single drop of tear fall out from her eyes.

I used to pray everyday on my way to office. Near to KR PURAM station there is a famous temple, I still close my eyes, capture all the god and goddess i worship at home,capture her picture then and Brahma and my parents and my brother.

I goto my nearest temple every Saturday and nowadays i take her picture too.

The mystery girl i see everyday at my work place is an "Angel".

Welcome to the SKY floor

Me, Kiran, Rahul, Azhar, Daphne and Shalini joined Manoj's Team. Pradeep joined Latha's team, Natraj,Wasim and Kenneth joined Mahesh's Team.
Got new team members, Alok, Fahad, Sneha, Anusha, Sakshi di, Vinutha di, Amreen and Vineet.
Initially had many doubts on the process bit. We were in the morning shift. 11:30 am to 8:30 pm.
After a month or so the shift timings changed and we moved to the C shift. It started from 7:30 pm in the evening to 4:30 in the morning.
Manoj Bhai, he will a man to remember.
Intelligent, short and sweet and speaks to the point, developed the talent inside me. Slowly I earned name and reputation among the Managers.
Saw her again, came to know that she was in Mahesh's team, asked Natraj if he could introduce me to her. Natraj straightway told me that she was not of my types. Iwondered y did he say that.
One day I heard her speaking in Bengali when she called her friend. Came to know that shez a bengali girl.
Asked Fahad to talk to her and get her name.
Thought of getting her phone number, could not manage her phone number from any of my friends. Finally Orkut helped me. She had posted her phone number to one of her friends and got her number from there.
" KARABI DHAURIA "
The name has a beautiful meaning.
" Red Oleander (Rakta Karabi) by world famous Rabindranath Tagore, is one of the greatest collection of dramatic sketches and dramas, the image of a red oleander plant which is crushed into pieces between waste iron that tagore had come accross while walking. A little later an oleander branch with a single red flower came out tearing the soil. That flower is called "Karabi"..."
Well indeed did a deep research on the name.
Started speaking to her and confessed that i got her number from the orkut.
Came to know that she was from Orissa an engineering graduate. Yep! The girl of my types.
Used to send her forwarded texts, she told Natraj to tell me not to send her forwarded texts. Felt bad as she could have directly told me.
In the mean time Natraj had already told her that i liked her.Had a word with her at the Parking Lot and I confessed that I liked her. She insisted that it was not possible. We left the place and I told her that I would call her on my birthday and would speak to her.

On Job Training

Saw her again. It was Onam, she came in a white saree, as if "Ma Durga" is in front of me.
Was not able to talk to her yet. One fine day i saw her speaking to shashidhar one of my colleagues who was in the same training batch but had joined in late. Thought of speaking to shashidhar but stopped my self.
Frankly speaking after what " Priyanka " the girl from Bhopal left me alone I really could not manage to get into a realtionship once again.
But indeed I used to wonder who she is and where shez from as i felt there could be some connection.
OJT's got over and now the main action starts.

Process Training

Then came in Supreetha,
an angel . However it was difficult to come out of Nandini but things had to move forward as you cant stop at one point being emotional.
Slowly and steadily came to know about supreetha, she was a sweet girl from Mysore and was recently getting married to her counterpart in the US.
We guys, Shridhar, Kiran,Pradeep and me, we were always at the forefront.
Shridhar a guy from North Karnataka, BE in Biotech from KLE Dharwad, a very street smart chap who can influence many people and had enormous confidence level. Unfortunately he had to leave the company.
Pradeep a matured and a very simple guy from Lingrajpuram in Bangalore always loved fun and Kiran a B.E in mech from MS RAMAIAH INSTT OF TECH, would intially appear very rude rough and tough but he was a guy who understands feelings and valued good people.
This was my group at the First Source Pvt LTD.
The Process training was almost over and we were supposed to go on On Job Training.

" Thank You for calling SKY you through to... "
It really seems to me as if Iam in the Cloud No.9 while I am in the "sky" floor whenever i get a chance to see her.
Saw her for the first time in the initial stages of my working life and got very excited to know who she is.
She had that "Mallu" look in her, used to see her at the smoking with a friend. Did not have that guts to speak to her on her face as i was new to the Organisation and thought she might tenured.
I always had that Kick ass attitude at any point of time. Wether be it home, work place any where, my spirits are always high.
Initially made a few good friends, Kiran,Shridhar,Pradeep,Wasim,Natraj.
Shridhar Kiran and Pradeep amongst them became my favourites. They were technically sound and were matured and moreover I thought them to be of my types [:P]
I became popular in my training batch and got the name "NICK".. as Shaagnick sounds wierd lolz.
Nandini Chopra, the preprocess trainer joined the training batch to train us for the initial level of the work we were supposed to do.
She was smart,dynamic and emotional.
Nandini Judged me very well, she understood and conveyed to me that i can grow in this company at a very fast pace because of my qualities and my sharp poistive attitude. "Guys am not beating trumpets on my own" :p
according to Nandini I had a very casual approach of speaking to people and could impress many of them.
She was with us for almost two weeks untill she had to go down to Mumbai and we were moving up the ladder to the next Level of our training.